Life of Kyle

What a blessed life Jesus has given to me!  I think it’s only natural after being broken to realize what I have and appreciate it all the more.  Things are going well right now and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel on Standing Firm.  The time to go is still the same but my comfort with it is more than before.  I watched it twice today, all the way through without any breaks and I’m very thankful with what God has given to me.  Regardless of it’s faults I’m confident this is a film that can impact whoever watches it.  The story isn’t super complicated, but it’s layered.  Not in narrative but in reliability, and for that I’m really excited.  I know that it’s almost impossible to not relate to this film in some way or another.  You have literally have over 6 relationships in the film, all of which have their own lessons tied into them.  They are relationships that everyone has, and it’s impossible for someone to be without all of them.  That excites me! I want to see live’s changed, Christians edified, and God Glorified!  Woo!

I got a wonderful email from a man in South Africa today.  I’m telling you it’s amazing to know that people out there even outside my own little nothing of a town know about me.  It’s not some fame game where I’m looking for that or craving it, it’s just cool to see.  You know what, besides my own therapy in writing this blog or making my film or whatever, knowing that it benefits others is amazing.  I mean really?  Really God?  You want to use me?  Why?  I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m just thankful he does.  I think I’m going to start writing a lot more about things I’ve learned so other might learn from them as well.  Why not?  It’s worth a shot right He even encouraged me by telling me that there are others out there in South Africa who know about the film, how cool is that?

I’m just in a fuzzy and happy mood right now, it’s great.  Denise just left and we’d been talking for a while.  I gotta say everyone, being able to look into the face of somebody you know deep down in your heart is your future creates so much excitement and joy I can’t barely contain it.  God is good, that’s all I’ve got to say, and I’m so blessed to have someone like her in my life.

Be thankful always…the good, bad, and the ugly, because God deserves it.  If we can get ourselves to the place where we’re thankful for the little things and not skipping over them like no big deal, then what kind of joy and thankfulness could be possible in the big things?  Give it some thought…g’night!